Loneliness, Moving Through a Dark Place

I Feel All Alone

Sometimes, we find ourselves in a place where we feel we cannot go on. The people in our lives do not seem to be enough, or we aren’t enough? What are we to do in this #dark place? Writing or expressing our emotions artistically can help both get them out and reach a place of new understanding and awareness. Using poetry, art and music provide a healthy expression of a wide range of feelings (all of which are normal and useful). Artistic avenues also provide some relief and the opportunity to share our grief and struggles with others who may be suffering.

One teen did just that. She sent her poem in to share… with the hope it may help others not feel so alone

#Heavy

heavy eyes
heavy shoulders
heavy weights upon my shoulders
I realize this is not normal.
But what really is normal?
Not me, I see, everything around me
smiling happy,
joyful, pleasant.
And happy.
This word.
What is it?
It’s blurred within the space it’s supposed to fit.
What am I doing?
I’m trying, I’m trying
but all I’m doing is colliding
with the thoughts inside my head
they crowd me,
they surround me, and I can’t get away
they love me, they hug me, and they kiss me & they tell me that everything will never be okay.

I’m running as fast as I can, but the truth is I’m not getting anywhere
and I’m jam-packed between the voices of society and screams inside my head.
they tear me apart
and I’m aware of every single look and every stare
it makes me crave to know if every little string of hair is in place.
and I know I’m out of place
I’m displaced
I’m misplaced
and I’ll be replaced
but I won’t be retraced.

but I’ll put on that straight face
and walk through the crowd every day.
Listen to the voices of society saying everything will be okay.
this word
what is it
it’s blurred within the space it’s supposed to fit
what am I doing?
I’m trying, I’m trying, but all I’m doing is colliding
with the thoughts inside my head
they crowd me.
They surround me, and I can’t get away.
They hug me; they love me
they kiss me, and they embrace me
and they tell me that everything will never be okay.

-Teen Girl